Current Mood: 
devious
devious2 ball kicked | kick a ball
in my eyes, there is only one image.. YOU!
10 December 2012 @ 01:09 pm
04 August 2009 @ 03:42 pm
Last week, me and bby got ourselves 2 little cute safyer hamsters.. They are so damn cute and i am like so looking forward to see them everyday. Now then i realise why last time the hamsters that i had kept biting me.. It is because maybe i was rough or something.. will post some photos of the hamsters soon..
Here are some videos that my classmates introduced to me and i guess it will somehow make you laugh.. haha..
Enjoy.. More updates to come soon..
Here are some videos that my classmates introduced to me and i guess it will somehow make you laugh.. haha..
Enjoy.. More updates to come soon..
Current Mood: 
indescribable
indescribable01 July 2009 @ 11:43 pm
27 June 2009 @ 11:26 pm
Disappointment
Today's events that happened..
- played street soccer with my classmates
- went to compass point to collect my lens
- went for match against SAFFC which we lost 2-1.. Thanks to Chi Plack..
- Went back home and get a scolding from my Dad..
Today's match was kind of a surprised to me that the referee, Abbas, was not his usual fair and just self on the pitch.. Every whistle i guess was against us.. All the SAF players needed to do was just to shout "Ref".. They won a freekick.. So pissed off and same goes to the linesman..
The defenders became the linesman cause either one of them raise up their hands and shouted " Offside".. Linesman's flag went up too..
So frustrating.. In the end, with about 3 more minutes to go, they scored.. Damn!!
Also, i got so fucked up with my coach and i think i will just go on and maybe if a club comes in with an offer.. LEAVE !!
Stay at YL seriously i got so pissed that my keeper coach is always against me and its like every single shit i do is wrong.. Everything he want to scold and its like i feel so demoralised everytime he scolded me and not the others when they are doing the same..
That is totally unfair..
For god sake, i am not someone you do whatever you like..
Then after the match, got home and got my 2nd scolding in 2 consecutive days from my "hard-to-pleased" dad..
Just for a CPF application and he scold me like as if i did something terribly wrong.. And yesterday, scold me for signing up for Starhub CableTV.. What is wrong with him right now ?.. Really can't stand it man.. Its best i just keep quiet and ignore and let him talk cause everytime i speak, he will think that i am defiant and will say that he can't scold me anymore.. Grown up already and stuff.. So freaking shit irritating.. What he want me to do.. !!?
Whatever i do is wrong so what can i do now ?..
Damn it man.. What a freaking shit frustrating day i had today.. .
Please.. Someone throw me a lifeline or rescue me from these mess that is occuring right now..
Today's events that happened..
- played street soccer with my classmates
- went to compass point to collect my lens
- went for match against SAFFC which we lost 2-1.. Thanks to Chi Plack..
- Went back home and get a scolding from my Dad..
Today's match was kind of a surprised to me that the referee, Abbas, was not his usual fair and just self on the pitch.. Every whistle i guess was against us.. All the SAF players needed to do was just to shout "Ref".. They won a freekick.. So pissed off and same goes to the linesman..
The defenders became the linesman cause either one of them raise up their hands and shouted " Offside".. Linesman's flag went up too..
So frustrating.. In the end, with about 3 more minutes to go, they scored.. Damn!!
Also, i got so fucked up with my coach and i think i will just go on and maybe if a club comes in with an offer.. LEAVE !!
Stay at YL seriously i got so pissed that my keeper coach is always against me and its like every single shit i do is wrong.. Everything he want to scold and its like i feel so demoralised everytime he scolded me and not the others when they are doing the same..
That is totally unfair..
For god sake, i am not someone you do whatever you like..
Then after the match, got home and got my 2nd scolding in 2 consecutive days from my "hard-to-pleased" dad..
Just for a CPF application and he scold me like as if i did something terribly wrong.. And yesterday, scold me for signing up for Starhub CableTV.. What is wrong with him right now ?.. Really can't stand it man.. Its best i just keep quiet and ignore and let him talk cause everytime i speak, he will think that i am defiant and will say that he can't scold me anymore.. Grown up already and stuff.. So freaking shit irritating.. What he want me to do.. !!?
Whatever i do is wrong so what can i do now ?..
Damn it man.. What a freaking shit frustrating day i had today.. .
Please.. Someone throw me a lifeline or rescue me from these mess that is occuring right now..
Current Mood: 
annoyed
annoyed26 June 2009 @ 11:19 pm
King Of Pop has just passed away with cardiac arrest, a.k.a. heart failure. Scheduled for his last concert in London coming next month but this tragedy has ended all hopes of a comeback from what i would say be a long and troubled times by Michael Jackson...
To me, he is still being framed or wrongly accused of child abuse.. Those people just want to get money out of these situations.
King Of Pop is gone but his music and legacy will live on forever..
Rest In Peace Jacko..
King Of Pop is gone but his music and legacy will live on forever..
Rest In Peace Jacko..
Current Mood: 
disappointed
disappointed13 June 2009 @ 10:13 am
Hah.. Now at hougang polyclinic, waiting for the registration process to be done.. Queue number 2190.. Now..? 2180.. 10 more and then it's my turn.. Down with some unknown problems with rashes and my lips are so damn dry with some cracks at the edges.. Oh god, why do I have so many problems with my body.. I want the healthy and carefree life back..
18th June is coming.. Can't wait..
Posted via LiveJournal.app.
Current Location: 1.3552,103.8675
02 May 2009 @ 11:19 pm
Watched the movie Taken with hidayah yesterday and was glad that we watched that.. The storyline is good and the way the girl(Kim)'s dad tried to find and save his daughter is amazing.. Every single detail was tracked and every step he does is always ahead of the others..
try and watch the movie.. Not sure about you but i love it..!
Got my own Starhub Hubstation and i can watch LIVE football matches at home already..! Yeah..
But as always, Dad wasn't that pleased cause he thinks that i always likes to waste money and don't know how to save..
I have tried saving and so far it works out well...
My Bike practical, So lazy to go.. Don't know when am i gonna go cause it is seriously so irritating that i have to make sure i am financially stable and can last me for the month..
Just now watched Manchester United VS Middlesbrough, United won 2-0.. Goals by Giggsy and Park...
The best thing about it was that i guess it is the first time i watched Man Utd game with bby.. Hehe...
Having training tomorrow morning so good nite people..
Have a pleasant night..
try and watch the movie.. Not sure about you but i love it..!
Got my own Starhub Hubstation and i can watch LIVE football matches at home already..! Yeah..
But as always, Dad wasn't that pleased cause he thinks that i always likes to waste money and don't know how to save..
I have tried saving and so far it works out well...
My Bike practical, So lazy to go.. Don't know when am i gonna go cause it is seriously so irritating that i have to make sure i am financially stable and can last me for the month..
Just now watched Manchester United VS Middlesbrough, United won 2-0.. Goals by Giggsy and Park...
The best thing about it was that i guess it is the first time i watched Man Utd game with bby.. Hehe...
Having training tomorrow morning so good nite people..
Have a pleasant night..
Current Mood: 
cheerful
cheerful26 April 2009 @ 12:36 pm
Many days passed.. Nothing happening.. But i have to thank baby for being there for me always.. Thanks for that post baby that motivates me... i love you so much...
Going to play soccer after training now...
Thanks for reading and stay tuned..
Going to play soccer after training now...
Thanks for reading and stay tuned..
Current Mood: 
busy
busy21 April 2009 @ 11:57 pm
it's kind of irritating to layan those no life bitches.. seriously.. by using words dier bleh step terror.. like they done nothing wrong...
if not us why must she fake to be her friend and comment her .. like you guys know what i mean...
she just wants to make it looks like she is 'really' talking about her friend's relationship but come'on.. We knew that she had done that once to others and she can do it to us ?...
LAME SHIT !!..
But what to do ?.. These people are just there to make your life miserable.. Its the matter of how you take it...
Wanna know how i took these stupid acts ?.. LAUGH AT IT !!!
Cause it is seriously funny that people can get so lifeless and stupid...
Please lah, wanna be terror or scared for what ?.. i am not in the wrong and you are stirring things up so who is the one wanna act terror...
If you are wrong just admit it... Don't go around the fucking bush and act with your prangai puki...
----------------------------------------
Now that is the end of this chapter about those no-life bitches.. hope it ends there...
Went to watch the Home United vs Club Valencia (Maldives)
Less than 30minutes, Home Utd were 3-0 up... In the end the score was 5-1...
Quite an exciting game cause there are attacks on either side of the half by both teams but i think Home dominated more...
Tomorrow's game at Bedok Stadium.. Hopefully 3 points and we will get our first away win of the season..
Nitez people... Thanks for reading.. !
if not us why must she fake to be her friend and comment her .. like you guys know what i mean...
she just wants to make it looks like she is 'really' talking about her friend's relationship but come'on.. We knew that she had done that once to others and she can do it to us ?...
LAME SHIT !!..
But what to do ?.. These people are just there to make your life miserable.. Its the matter of how you take it...
Wanna know how i took these stupid acts ?.. LAUGH AT IT !!!
Cause it is seriously funny that people can get so lifeless and stupid...
Please lah, wanna be terror or scared for what ?.. i am not in the wrong and you are stirring things up so who is the one wanna act terror...
If you are wrong just admit it... Don't go around the fucking bush and act with your prangai puki...
----------------------------------------
Now that is the end of this chapter about those no-life bitches.. hope it ends there...
Went to watch the Home United vs Club Valencia (Maldives)
Less than 30minutes, Home Utd were 3-0 up... In the end the score was 5-1...
Quite an exciting game cause there are attacks on either side of the half by both teams but i think Home dominated more...
Tomorrow's game at Bedok Stadium.. Hopefully 3 points and we will get our first away win of the season..
Nitez people... Thanks for reading.. !
Current Mood: 
blank
blank21 April 2009 @ 03:05 pm
This is in my girl's blog so if you guys are interested please read them in her blog..
URL: http://sinlessdreams.livejournal.com
See the post on 'cover the face, fuck the base'
Maybe she is just too bored with her life and trying to make something happening but in the end thinking that we do not know about her stupid tricks.. Look at the time.. It is enough to create a new blog for her to pretend that it was meant for me and my girl to read.. but sorry no time ah eh...
i am sure the livejournal 'screen' function or whatever you call that has the IP address and the machine i am sure don't lie.. this is copy and paste stuff.. somewhat copyright but i don't care..
She has tried to fool an idiot, with another profile and claiming of sickness in leukaemia and then became friend with that idiot to busted her friend.. it's complicated but i don't have time to type it out nicely and distinctively...
You guys be the judge.. and see for yourself..
I don't know why my life is surrounded by these idiotic no-life freaks..
going off for training...
Current Mood: 
accomplished
accomplished21 April 2009 @ 12:43 am
How should i describe today?
1st, Weilun helped me with the CDS submission which i had forgotten last year and it is on a 'first come first serve' basis.. So thankfully he helped me with it and now I am just stressed up that i can't see my new timetable cause the TP server is down...
2nd, met bby after training.. ' Sorry lambat psl training habis lambat' Had Mcdonalds' with her and then headed to the pasar malam opposite CP.. Just walked about and played a game of something like Pinball but you have to try and aim it into the hole and points are awarded for respective holes.. It was really fun though.. Walked back home and saw 2 jokers.. Anand and Shasi.. So funny that both of them are just standing there beside the room cause Shasi lazy to walk up the stairs.. hahaha...
Lastly, i don't know how to describe but i am kind of lazy to layan those people who doesn't know anything and act like as if they know...
Oh.. Anyway, not afraid to say out the name though.. Nurul Rakinah.. fucking no life..
Wow, believe whatever that bitch gotta say go ahead though... Cause i am not afraid of anything.. I done no wrong during my relationship with that good friend of yours and for those who know me, don't need to be best friends or whatsoever.. They should know what kind of person i am So there is no use for me to try and shut these stupid motherfuckers up.. They are out to ruin my name.. I don't care.. It can last for a lifetime long but i don't give a damn cause i know that i am not like what they are saying.. My close friends know.. Those who knows me, knows..
So if those stories of yours are gonna drag on like forever.. Do as you wish cause i guess nothing will go into your damned ears...
That's all for today and thanks for reading.. Guess the next thing gonna happen is some kind of anonymous worthless comments will start to pop up in mine or bby's blog...
Wait and see..!
1st, Weilun helped me with the CDS submission which i had forgotten last year and it is on a 'first come first serve' basis.. So thankfully he helped me with it and now I am just stressed up that i can't see my new timetable cause the TP server is down...
2nd, met bby after training.. ' Sorry lambat psl training habis lambat' Had Mcdonalds' with her and then headed to the pasar malam opposite CP.. Just walked about and played a game of something like Pinball but you have to try and aim it into the hole and points are awarded for respective holes.. It was really fun though.. Walked back home and saw 2 jokers.. Anand and Shasi.. So funny that both of them are just standing there beside the room cause Shasi lazy to walk up the stairs.. hahaha...
Lastly, i don't know how to describe but i am kind of lazy to layan those people who doesn't know anything and act like as if they know...
Oh.. Anyway, not afraid to say out the name though.. Nurul Rakinah.. fucking no life..
Wow, believe whatever that bitch gotta say go ahead though... Cause i am not afraid of anything.. I done no wrong during my relationship with that good friend of yours and for those who know me, don't need to be best friends or whatsoever.. They should know what kind of person i am So there is no use for me to try and shut these stupid motherfuckers up.. They are out to ruin my name.. I don't care.. It can last for a lifetime long but i don't give a damn cause i know that i am not like what they are saying.. My close friends know.. Those who knows me, knows..
So if those stories of yours are gonna drag on like forever.. Do as you wish cause i guess nothing will go into your damned ears...
That's all for today and thanks for reading.. Guess the next thing gonna happen is some kind of anonymous worthless comments will start to pop up in mine or bby's blog...
Wait and see..!
Current Mood: happy but pissed at the end.
happy but pissed at the end.16 April 2009 @ 02:13 am
Before going to watch Manchester United against Porto.. Here is my post of the day..
All of a sudden, i am kind of tempted to wear boots made by Adidas cause it seems so comfortable and i really like the material used.. it's so soft and made of leather.. Don't know how to switch from Nike to Adidas so i guess i will hope that Nike will come out with more leather boots with the quality like Adidas'..
After Riduan(Chong) let me hear the song from Dragonforce.. i was kind of attracted to it cause the beat of it is fast and the way the guitarist played the song is like holy shit fast... it's almost insane...
try see the video in youtube... "Dragonforce - Through the fire and flame"..
Guess this will give you a rough idea before you see the videos in youtube..
Dragonforce - Through the Fire and Flame.
</div></div>
Through the Fire and the Flames - Dragon Force</div>
All of a sudden, i am kind of tempted to wear boots made by Adidas cause it seems so comfortable and i really like the material used.. it's so soft and made of leather.. Don't know how to switch from Nike to Adidas so i guess i will hope that Nike will come out with more leather boots with the quality like Adidas'..
After Riduan(Chong) let me hear the song from Dragonforce.. i was kind of attracted to it cause the beat of it is fast and the way the guitarist played the song is like holy shit fast... it's almost insane...
try see the video in youtube... "Dragonforce - Through the fire and flame"..
Guess this will give you a rough idea before you see the videos in youtube..
Dragonforce - Through the Fire and Flame.
</div></div>
Through the Fire and the Flames - Dragon Force</div>
Current Mood: 
impressed
impressed13 April 2009 @ 12:09 am
On Good Friday,
Went to watch the Fast and Furious 4... Awesome show i should say.. thumbs up for everything in the show, the cars, the excitement..
It never disappoints me..
It just makes me wanna get a car real fast.. a sports car..
During the show, yayah was so focused that even asking her a question will disrupt her concentration..
Haha, cute lah dier.. sayang sama dia..
Saturday,
After training, met up with Anfal, Rahim, Jamal and Hakim at town to get for Shazni's birthday present and had lunch at RIA..
Enjoyed my outing with my old schoolmates..
Then went to buy my Guitar Hero Aerosmith Edition guitar and game at AMK Hub which i immediately went back home to fix it..
Waited for yayah to come over so that both of us can play..
But she just wanted the microphone so i guess i am gonna get one for her real soon..
After sending her home, headed to Jamal's house to wait for Shazni to come and have pizzas and celebrate his birthday..
Lasted till about 1.30am and i really couldn't take it so i went home to get my much needed sleep cause training in the morning again..
Sunday,
Went for training in the morning.. Then headed to Sim Lim Square with some of my team-mates.. then went to RIA AGAIN!!!
all of us enjoyed the sambal till we perspire non-stop..
Then listened to Fairoz's encounter during his NS and it was quite funny though..
After that went back to Sengkang, Got my favourite caramel frapp add java chip then met up with my beloved Yayah..
Watch tv at my house and have instant noodles specially cooked by my Mummy..
After that, my dad offered to send her home..
Shower up and all and now i am here updating my blog.. Before that played game then going to sleep now..
Match tomorrow.. Be ready and thanks for reading..
*For those who trying to separate us, i guess you should just stop cause nothing is gonna happen..*
P.S. ILOVEYOUNURHEEDIEYAH!!
Current Mood: 
calm
calm06 April 2009 @ 01:06 pm
In the meantime, we spend time watching some soccer videos together.. (just to make myself free like Ronaldinho)
Showed her some tricks that Ronnie does which i find them amazing...
After that met Sahfihi, Syaikul and Adilah(Sahfihi's gf) and took adilah's car to Sports School for the match..
Played against some Caucasians that called themselves " Barbarians"... Their bodies were of big-built and it seems like they are meant for Rugby, not Football... They got the lead first but we scored back 2 goals before half time.. 2nd half, we score 3 and they managed to get 1 goal near the end to make it 5-2...
Typical game i should say.. Just like how you would expect of Caucasians.. Complaining and lots of verbal insults and labelling of us..
Like "you guys are pathetic, You cheats".. That's what the defender said to me.. So i just simply replied.. " But we got the results and we are just too smart for you guys"
End of the day, had dinner at Banquet with the same gang that i met up with and after that, walk around pasar malam at Causeway Point before heading back home..
After sending bby home, got to Sahfihi's place to catch Man utd vs Aston Villa..
3-2 to the Red Devils and right at the end.. Italian teenage prodigy from Manchester United Academy.. Federico Macheda.. Scored a wonderful goal to put United top of the table.. With a game in hand, hopefully after such a lacklustre performance, next game will be better...
Got home, talk to bby on the phone before heading to bed...
A new week has began, and start to work hard and get my place back in the team.. No point looking and thinking it's over cause the goalkeepers all performed well in the games we have played so let's see who is fielded out this week..
Training hard and get back to the best.. Looking forward to the SEA Games..
Current Mood: 
content
content05 April 2009 @ 12:46 am
these are the new shoes i am gonna wear for the year...
about today, had a terrible game at geylang field against the Under-18 cause due to my lack of communication with Fab, he headed the ball into an open net.. i was like so demoralised after that and my kicking started going haywire...
Second half was much better as we started to play our usual passing game and i guess we should have won the game... in the end, i was replaced by Ah Lau for the final quarter of the game...
After the game, took bus with pak Y ( Afiq) to City Hall to meet baby then go Far East Plaza for "dinner" at KFC...
Then window shopping till i got to a Levis' store and got a Polo Shirt for myself.. Modelling myself in front of the mirror in the changing room.. hahaha... feels weird but great cause i have lost weight...
After that went to Starbucks, usual Caramel Frappuccino Add Java Chip and got bahase kan by the barista.. asked for extra caramel drizzle and java chip, she give me a huge load of caramel drizzle till it overflows... Potong kaki...
Then went back home in the bus till then. now i am home... nothing to do so just post these photos...
Alright then, that's all pple..
thanks for reading..
Current Mood: calm
calm01 April 2009 @ 12:34 am
to those useless and low-life people.. please get a life.. its already 2009.. perangai 2008 buang ah...(behaviour of 2008 throw away ah)...
to those bitches... just this piece of advice for you.. whoever i deserve to get its all up to me.. not any of your words can change that and as for those who knew their friends long enough... a lil bit of bullshit doesn't change whatever impression you have on your friend... cause these kind of rumours are created by losers...
oh.. and i seriously wished that she read this post cause if she went out of secondary sch and still behaving like a kiddo then what i can say is i feel sad for her parents...
as for your friends, those who you watch matches with, sure they know who i am referring to, stop trying to be smart alec and try to talk about others when you yourself is not perfect.. and did being an air stewardess screwed your mind or you have the same behaviour as those losers ?..
i don't usually insult people but this is really getting out of hand..
who are you people to judge us ?..
who are we to judge others ?.. are we perfect ?.. no one is perfect.. are you ill treated ?.. maybe that's why you are trying to ruin others life...
LET'S JUST MAKE THIS CLEAR.. YOU BITCHES WILL NEVER CHANGE HOW I FEEL TOWARDS MY GIRL... WHATEVER BITCHING YOU HAVE, WHATEVER YOU CAN COME UP WITH.. LOOK AT YOURSELF.. YOU ARE ALREADY LEADING A FUCKED UP LIFE.. HOW I KNOW IT ?.. THANKS TO YOU FRIENDS WHO ARE CLOSE TO YOU.. YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE EVERYTHING.. YOU HAVE NOTHING.. THINK MY GIRL IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH.. YOU ARE THE WORST..
I LOVE NUR HIDAYAH.. AND THAT'S IT..!!!!
to those bitches... just this piece of advice for you.. whoever i deserve to get its all up to me.. not any of your words can change that and as for those who knew their friends long enough... a lil bit of bullshit doesn't change whatever impression you have on your friend... cause these kind of rumours are created by losers...
oh.. and i seriously wished that she read this post cause if she went out of secondary sch and still behaving like a kiddo then what i can say is i feel sad for her parents...
as for your friends, those who you watch matches with, sure they know who i am referring to, stop trying to be smart alec and try to talk about others when you yourself is not perfect.. and did being an air stewardess screwed your mind or you have the same behaviour as those losers ?..
i don't usually insult people but this is really getting out of hand..
who are you people to judge us ?..
who are we to judge others ?.. are we perfect ?.. no one is perfect.. are you ill treated ?.. maybe that's why you are trying to ruin others life...
LET'S JUST MAKE THIS CLEAR.. YOU BITCHES WILL NEVER CHANGE HOW I FEEL TOWARDS MY GIRL... WHATEVER BITCHING YOU HAVE, WHATEVER YOU CAN COME UP WITH.. LOOK AT YOURSELF.. YOU ARE ALREADY LEADING A FUCKED UP LIFE.. HOW I KNOW IT ?.. THANKS TO YOU FRIENDS WHO ARE CLOSE TO YOU.. YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE EVERYTHING.. YOU HAVE NOTHING.. THINK MY GIRL IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH.. YOU ARE THE WORST..
I LOVE NUR HIDAYAH.. AND THAT'S IT..!!!!
Current Mood: annoyed
annoyed15 February 2009 @ 02:35 am
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone that is reading this post right here...
Had fun today and went out with baby... Before that went to the S.League fanfare which was a really humid afternoon at Orchard Road.. Luckily we don't have to walk all the way frim Wisma Atria to SMU... Will die sia... Was quite ok as i have never done such kind of fanfare before and needing to give out flyers and cards..
Then off we went to SMU to round things up with a photo of all the participating teams and we have to surround a heart-shaped banner with words about the S.League written on it.. It was already so humid and we have to post there for about 5mins..
Next, went back to Sengkang to meet baby for our Valentine's Day outing.. Supposed to watch movies but due to the time slots available, we decided to skip the movie session and went shopping then dinner at RIA... pedas(spicy) oi the chilli..
Then as usual Caramel Frappuccino Add Java Chip Venti Size and chill at starbucks for awhile before going home..
It was like a normal day cause for me everyday is Valentine's Day so today was just labelled special..
Hope you like the rose baby...
Going to sleep people.. Cya around.. chalos...
Current Mood: 
happy
happy13 February 2009 @ 03:51 pm
it's got to be.... Perfect!!...
It's Got to be... yeahh... Per...Fect...
haha.. coffeebean's song that i hear everytime.. there are some others too...
going for training later btw so lets hope it not like yesterday cause i can feel that my whole body is aching...
Valentine's Day coming up people.... Got your stuffs ready for Saturday ?..\
But my saturday will be burnt... Got the S.League fanfare at Orchard Road...
Giving back to the community... OR S.League Publicity.. I don't know..
Will see tomorrow then...
It's Got to be... yeahh... Per...Fect...
haha.. coffeebean's song that i hear everytime.. there are some others too...
going for training later btw so lets hope it not like yesterday cause i can feel that my whole body is aching...
Valentine's Day coming up people.... Got your stuffs ready for Saturday ?..\
But my saturday will be burnt... Got the S.League fanfare at Orchard Road...
Giving back to the community... OR S.League Publicity.. I don't know..
Will see tomorrow then...
Current Mood: 
blah
blah10 February 2009 @ 02:35 pm
haiz... exams are coming up... but i dont know why i just cant seem to have the mood to study... guess its because now that i am back in training... too tired and no time to study like when i was having my break from football with that sickening infection of mine...
Having a match later at hougang stadium... got to be there early and hope to continue playing well and just last thing i need to do is to wait for me to be fully recovered and i can focus on getting back to where i have left...
hopefully better than last time... all the support needed... by my girlfriend will be essential of course...
so let's hope that this will be a great year ahead...
Having a match later at hougang stadium... got to be there early and hope to continue playing well and just last thing i need to do is to wait for me to be fully recovered and i can focus on getting back to where i have left...
hopefully better than last time... all the support needed... by my girlfriend will be essential of course...
so let's hope that this will be a great year ahead...
Current Mood: 
anxious
anxious08 February 2009 @ 11:45 pm
hey everyone,
i am back in training and loving every minute of it... but one thing that really makes me worry is the lymph nodes that is swelling... gosh.. so worried that something might happen when i heard from my physio/ sports trainer that got this case of infection that a fishmonger, while washing the fishes, got pierced by the fish bone and slowly got fever and vomitted.. thinking that it is just a normal illness, he did not worry too much and just continue the medication given by the doctor.. But as days go past, the bacterial spread to the rest of his arm and in the end, it was amputated due to the fact that it has been badly infected and couldnt be saved..
But it did not end there... after the amputation, the bacterial actually have travelled to the rest of his body and in the end, he died from infection...
After hearing this, i was really scared... i hope that it will not happen to me... simply not worth it... But one thing that i am really frustrated with is the doctors from CGH...
Although it does not have the latest graphic card or sound system, but to me, this Little mini of mine is enough for me.. I recommend everyone this too cause it is small and light... Very convenient too...
Lastly, about today... Spent time playing my lappy with my baby at Starbucks Wisma Atria... had fun and enjoying baby's company... Chey, iPhone dia dah ade game baru la... hahaha..
kk people.. got to go catch Man utd vs West Ham at SAhfihi's place... Bye2...
i am back in training and loving every minute of it... but one thing that really makes me worry is the lymph nodes that is swelling... gosh.. so worried that something might happen when i heard from my physio/ sports trainer that got this case of infection that a fishmonger, while washing the fishes, got pierced by the fish bone and slowly got fever and vomitted.. thinking that it is just a normal illness, he did not worry too much and just continue the medication given by the doctor.. But as days go past, the bacterial spread to the rest of his arm and in the end, it was amputated due to the fact that it has been badly infected and couldnt be saved..
But it did not end there... after the amputation, the bacterial actually have travelled to the rest of his body and in the end, he died from infection...
After hearing this, i was really scared... i hope that it will not happen to me... simply not worth it... But one thing that i am really frustrated with is the doctors from CGH...
I don't know whether do they take my case seriously cause this infection of mine have not been fully cured for months... Since August last year... And the report on my foot after the operation where they sent my specimens for Culture( leaving the bacterial in normal body temperature to see if any growth or changes)
The report was out on the 3rd of October but guess what ?.. They informed me in December.. And that was when i have some sort of complications and some lymph nodes developed near the groin...
Went back to the doctor and know what he said at first?.. " This thing you come and see me ?.. Later everything wrong you will be coming to approach me" (something like that)
The nurse added," This clinic is for bone related conditions"...
What the fuck they refer me to them then ?... Seriously damn frustrated till today and I don't know what to say to the doctor...
Let's see what he got to say this coming Wednesday during my next follow up...
Although it does not have the latest graphic card or sound system, but to me, this Little mini of mine is enough for me.. I recommend everyone this too cause it is small and light... Very convenient too...
Lastly, about today... Spent time playing my lappy with my baby at Starbucks Wisma Atria... had fun and enjoying baby's company... Chey, iPhone dia dah ade game baru la... hahaha..
kk people.. got to go catch Man utd vs West Ham at SAhfihi's place... Bye2...
Current Mood: content
content